In March this year, I attended the Speakers Institute Premiere Bootcamp for the very first time, after experiencing the free viewing in January. Something in me knew I had to return — not as a spectator this time, but as a participant ready to face the very thing that once made me tremble.
Like Moses, I had often felt inadequate, asking God for an Aaron to do the talking because I so often forgot what I was about to say halfway through a sentence. Having been raised with "Children must be seen, not heard", and a lack of conversations, the lie, “I can’t speak,” had buried itself so deeply within my heart that even the thought of public speaking made my body tremble.
Although public speaking still scares the hell out of me, I’ve realised it’s a necessary skill to learn for my calling. My journey with the Tribe has brought huge improvement in confidence and speaking within my Encounter Groups. Each time I step forward, the trembling lessens, and faith grows stronger than the fear.
📖 "Then the Lord said to him, ‘Who has made man’s mouth? Or who makes the mute, the deaf, the seeing, or the blind? Have not I, the Lord? Now therefore, go, and I will be with your mouth and teach you what you shall say.’" — Exodus 4:11–12 (NKJV)
That verse became real to me in those days. Through tears, vulnerability, and courage, a team of volunteers stood beside me like armour-bearers — patient, kind, and unwavering. They believed in me when I could barely stand in my own belief. Their compassion helped me peel back the layers of fear and rediscover the voice God placed within me.
This weekend, I had the immense honour of "paying it forward" — serving among the incredible Speakers Tribe crew, supporting 19 courageous attendees on their transformational journeys. To serve among such selfless, inspiring hearts felt like standing on holy ground.
What an honour and privilege to walk alongside this tribe — to give, to witness, and to grow together. I am so deeply grateful to be part of this journey.
If you long to speak with confidence, share your story, or simply find your authentic voice in a safe, empowering community — this experience is truly extraordinary. 🌿
📖 "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." — Philippians 4:13 (NKJV)
This journey reminds me that courage is not the absence of fear but the decision to keep showing up despite it. God doesn’t ask for perfection — He asks for obedience. Each time I stand to speak, I am reminded that my voice is not my own; it is a vessel for His message of healing and hope. When I surrender my trembling to Him, He transforms fear into faith and hesitation into holy confidence.
💡Reflection:
What fears have silenced you, and how might God be inviting you to trust Him with your voice?🤔
When have you felt inadequate or fearful about something God was calling you to do?🤔
How does remembering that God equips and speaks through you change your perspective on your weaknesses?🤔
Who has stood beside you, encouraging you to believe in the voice God placed within you?🤔
What practical step can you take this week to strengthen your confidence and use your voice for God’s glory?🤔
How might you “pay it forward” by supporting or encouraging someone else in their own journey from fear to faith?🤔
🙌 Prayer:
Dear Lord, thank You for calling me beyond my fears and teaching me that my weakness is a canvas for Your strength. When my heart trembles and my words falter, remind me that You are the One who speaks through me. Let every word I share carry Your truth, Your compassion, and Your light. Help me to use my voice to build, to heal, and to bring glory to Your Name. Strengthen others who are learning to speak their truth in faith. May we all find courage in Your presence and peace in Your promise.
In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
Dinsdag 21 Oktober 2025
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