
📖 “In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and trust shall be your strength.”
Isaiah 30:15

Rest is Not Laziness – It’s an Act of Faith
We live in a world that worships productivity. We measure our days by what we’ve crossed off, what we’ve created, what we’ve earned. But in the Kingdom of God, stillness is not laziness. Rest is not weakness.
Unproductivity can be holy.
Sometimes, the most spiritual thing you can do is take a nap. Or stare at the clouds. Or read poetry with no “purpose” at all.
There is profound wisdom in stepping back. In choosing restoration over rush. In trusting that God’s work continues even when yours pauses. Jesus often withdrew to quiet places — not to escape His calling, but to sustain it with prayer. (Luke 5:16).
What if your “unproductive” day is the very thing your soul has been longing for? 🤔
For years, I didn’t know how to rest. My identity had been so entangled with doing — serving, performing and pleasing — because stopping felt unsafe. As a child, I learned early that love had to be earned and attention had to be merited. I made inner vows never to ask for help, never to cry, never to need. I carried that into adulthood, pouring myself out in ministry, work, and good deeds… but inside, I was bone-tired and broken.
Even after encountering Christ at 19, I still felt too broken, too unworthy and ill-equipped to step into the calling He had placed on my life. I ran on empty, medicating my pain not with addictions but with striving. I believed the lie that productivity equalled value. I wore my exhaustion like a badge of honour.
But God, in His mercy, interrupted me.
When the lockdowns stripped away every structure and opportunity to serve, I found myself unravelling. Anger, grief, and old trauma I had buried for decades began erupting. I could no longer hide behind the performance. That’s when the healing began. Not through more doing — but through surrender. Through rest. Through creative expression during countless hours of Bible journaling on my knees in front of our coffee table. Through prayer ministry and letting go of “usefulness” long enough for the Lord to whisper:


