
📖 “If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the good things of the land."
Isaiah 1:19

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." — Proverbs 3:5–6 (NIV)
His grace really is sufficient, especially in the places we feel weakest (2 Corinthians 12:9).
So if you're hesitating today, unsure whether to step out, unsure if you’re “qualified” to lead, love, speak or serve — just know this: God can do so much with a willing yes.

Reflection:
I never thought I was the “leadership type.”
For years, I quietly disqualified myself from roles that asked for boldness, visibility, or influence. Not out of laziness or indifference — but because I had seen how leadership, when misused or misaligned, could wound people. I had tasted the bitterness of broken trust and watched how good intentions sometimes led to unintentional harm. I didn’t want to be part of that.
Add to that the whispers of self-doubt: Who do you think you are? You don’t have what it takes. I saw leaders as polished, poised, and powerful — and I didn’t fit that picture. I was more soft-spoken than assertive, more reflective than commanding. I felt safer in the background, supporting others from the shadows.
"Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, 'Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?' And I said, 'Here am I. Send me!'" — Isaiah 6:8 (NIV)
But God doesn’t call us based on appearances. He calls us according to His purpose — and He sees our hearts.
A few weeks ago, the leaders at Speakers Tribe NZ called for more leaders. And to my surprise, something within me said yes. Not a resounding, flawless yes — but a humble, trembling, willing yes.
I said, “I’m willing to serve, to build, and to believe in people before they believe in themselves. If that’s the kind of leadership we’re building — count me in.”
That yes led me to create a short video about the power of saying yes, and soon after, I was invited to join the Inaugural Speakers Tribe Leadership Team for Aotearoa.
It still makes my heart swell. Not because of the title or recognition — but because this is a mark of healing. A marker of growth. An investment in my personal development. A sign that I’m no longer running from what I thought leadership had to be.


